Like any other Muslim, I too, believe in one God. But little
did I know that I was blessed with many more gods. How come I could have
countless gods will unfold in coming lines.
I read this post on Facebook and could not help but yell
"Amazing!" All I saw was beauty in this girl but when I started
reading her story I just wanted to go and hug her tight! It was like looking at
my own reflection in the mirror. I have heard a lot, and by "a lot" I
mean "aaaaaaa lottttttt" on being skinny. Same here, not just by my
age fellows but by many people I came across. Even the most educated lots
called the teachers! But this stupid body bashing took its dirty shape in
university. My days at Kinnaird
College and before it
made me confident enough to love myself. Then I joined my university in MPhil
with same spirit but eventually I got to see how hideous people can be! Not all
are bad. I have found so many who love me the way I am, not for my physique but
for my mind and soul.
But then I came to realize that only bad people see badly in
others. Thankfully I didn't have to wait for years to get back my confidence, I
am quite stubborn in loving myself the way I am, but those couple of years were
not good either. They all came with crying, pitying, doubting, whining and
complaining. And the most common judgment used to be the concern of people on
my marriage. Yes! That how will I get married with being such skinny, or how
any guy will like me if I stay that way. For them my only purpose was to get
married and give birth to a zillion babies (which is impossible in any case by
the way).
I tried from confronting to crying but nothing changed,
because, I realized ugliness can never change.
And then, as I have mentioned earlier, I am stubborn in
loving myself the way I am, I see positivity in every situation, so I found out
positivity in this too. I started to analyze what was wrong. There were two
possibilities, either I was wrong or the other person. I took guidance from
both the Islamic studies and my upbringing and came to the conclusion that I
was not wrong. The fault lied in the other person pointing at my “so-called
flawed body”. I can never understand what others get by bashing people. Anyway,
I analyzed the whole situation and came to these conclusions:
1) I came to know that only bad people know how to criticize
others.
2) Only low people will comment at such low level.
3) Family values matter and comments of people show how they
are brought up.
4) No matter what, Allah is there!
5) Speak up.
6) Let bad people know that they are wrong and bad.
7) Never try to hurt others and reach their level to come
back at them, let them be at their low.
8) See positivity in every situation.
9) Find yourself!
10) Stand up for other people.
11) Do not hesitate in telling your fears or insecurities.
12) Put your efforts in becoming successful.
13) Never loose your confidence for some stupid people.
14) People show their selves.
15) You do not have to react to every person.
16) Enjoy being you.
17) Find your strengths.
18) Stop anyone if they make any stupid comment about others
in front of you, and last but not the least.
19) Don’t give a fuck what people think about you!
This body shaming is not just on being skinny; so many
people get ridiculed for being fat! Now, why? Girls join gyms, stop eating food
and do what ever they can to shed few kilos, but for what? Because they may
have been tortured in their lives. And it is not only limited to girls. Men are
body shamed every now and then. And one can only imagine what harsh comments
they go through. They may hide it behind the so-called tough male-exterior of
them but deep inside they have been hurt in their lives.
Many young girls go though this phase. Some people may say,
so what, keep going. But not all can have a family like I have. I know how my
parents brought me up, telling me the value of good soul rather than that of a
beautiful body. Not all can forget all this and remain their usual sweet. Not
all know how to change this negativity to their value. Not all can keep their
spirits high in all such cynicism. Not all can keep all this pessimism away
from their own personality.
I always try to stand up against it where ever I can. I do
not hear comments on someone’s physique. I straightforwardly tell that person
to stop and think what they are saying. I know it may not create much
difference but I know it will create difference, if it is in only one person’s
life! So my friends stand against this stupidity and stop anyone you see
commenting on some one’s physique.
I thank all such gods of mine for liberating my thoughts and
soul.
To the stunning smile I know!
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